Scientific Divinity

It has been an amazing journey of self discovery so far.  It has been 6 months since I started my blog, and I have very much enjoyed writing it.  However, the insights I have been getting into esoteric subjects, has been fading, I no longer have the sudden urge to write about a topic because it means something to me personally.  So I have reached a turning point, I will not be blogging as much as I used to, instead, I see this as a sign that I should stop focusing on answering questions and instead, start living my life with a new perspective, with new goals, and new experiences.  Lately I have experienced a disconnect with my spiritual side, I do not feel the presence of the kundalini as strong anymore, and I feel like I need to change that.  I have spent many hours researching, trying to understand this whole spiritual realm that most of us humans have no idea that we’re apart of.  This research has been very enlightening, and has really opened my eyes to what existence really is, and why we are here and where we are going.  There are many experiences that I have had, but have not blogged about, simply because I don’t understand the experience and to try and explain it would make me sound even more crazy than most of you think I already am.  I will blog about these experiences when I understand them better.  I am not saying good bye, if you have any questions or have something interesting to share with me, feel free to leave me a message and I will reply shortly.  There are so many more topics that I would like to talk about, but at this time I feel like I need to focus more on my personal life rather than spend my time in books researching.  As they say, and this is very true, it is best to experience esoteric teachings than it is to learn about them, or teach them.  You can only gain a full understanding through directly experiencing it personally.  Telling people about it will not change their beliefs, their beliefs will change only when they experience something contrary to their current beliefs.  Truth is only accepted when it is self evident.  There is currently a major spiritual awakening happening across the globe,  the evidence of this is in all the riots and regime changes occurring.  People are waking up and saying they’ve had enough.  The next revolution that occurs on this planet will not be a technological one, it will be a revolution of consciousness.  Only then will the earth begin to repair itself from the damage we are causing.   Until that happens, we are all along for the ride, for better or worse.  Just remember that the more positive thoughts that are out there, the better chance we have.  The average person has 50,000 thoughts per day, if even 3,000 of those thoughts originated with love and kindness, the world would start to become a better place.  It is up to us, humanity, as a whole, to decide what we make of our future.  But it starts off with an individual effort, each of us has the potential to make a difference.  My life has certainly changed, and now it is time that I take all of my experiences, all of my research, and put it to practical use in my everyday life.  How I am going to accomplish this, is for my intuiton to decide.  My experiences have told me what I am.  Now that I know what I am, it’s time to be what I know.